my journey

morning ! its almost 5am n i still can't sleep.huhu

study mood blom dtg lg..

nk jg conteng2 kt cni..

yeahh..story about my long journey untill now. n i'm almost done here. camana blh tercampak kt cni eh..mstilahh longgg longg story kn. bukan pilihan tp suratan. cewahhhh.. sudah tertulis rezeki sy belajar kt cni as the medical students of Management and Science University (MSU). a private university. yg org2 kebanyakan mcm sy akan pilih for the last choice. hihi. org2 kaya mmg their first choice to be here la kn. opps..hihi

before tercampak kt cni, i'm doing my pre-u program or matriculation dkt kolej mara kuala nerang for 1 year. kmkn batch 2008/2009. waaa rindunyaa kt sna. (to be the next entry) ihihi. so as suma tau kn matrik program tersgtlah tough. sgt cepat kna study. sbb 2 sem je kn. mmg le xblh maen2 lg dh. class 8am till 4pm. mcm org keja pejabat. in 1day akan blajar kimia bio n maths. so akn ada tutorial yg kna siapkn hri2. dasyatttkn. 

mula2 rasa sgt xdpt adapt. yela time sekolah, nk spm bru cover suma blk. xdanya hri2 nk belajar. kt matric laeennn. pastu mula lah mnyesal xpg interview maktab. dpt chances tp xpg. tp xminat to be cikgu jg pn.huhu sgtlah 'pandai' decide kn. then, abes je sem 1 matric trus apply diploma uitm. dptlah pulakk. dip accountacy kt uitm arau. hihi sbb tkut result truk. sbb none of my kezen yg abeskan matric. suma setengah jln je. so rmailah yg provoke kn. suh pg dip. but result kluar then ok so truskan  jelah dr buang masa 1sem kn. i'm the one yg berjaya abeskan matric. wahhh.. hehe

kt matrix blh je if nk dptkan pointer biasa2 then trus msuk degree. rmai je mcm tu. tp dh set mmg nk kna pushkn diri sniri ni yg nk jd doctor jg.. so knala buat.. sbb nk apply medic at local uni syarat dia must 3.5 above kn. lepaslah jg. but then yg nk terpilih tu mestilah yg perfect 4 je. dh tau dh kurang kebijaksanaan kt citu. mmg xdpt pn. dptlah tawaran upu tu tp jauhh kt sabahhh..kt UMS. course yg i'm not interested pulak tu. huhu. mmg xpg lah kn.

pastu mulalah tercari2 tmpat nk continue medic jg. then dh decide nk pg egypt. rmai student msia continue medic kt sna kn. my matrik frens yg senasib pn rmai continue kt sna. me 1 of them too..but last minute abah ckap 'kakak belajaq kt cni je la. huhu. susah jauh2 nnt'. ok, sbb tau mmg xmmpu nk jauh2 dgn family pn. alamatnyaa nnt lariii blk laa..

pastu ada tringat ms last2 sem kt matrik MSU ada bt program kt kmkn. they choose student yg pointer above 3.5 and give talk. pda sesapa yg xdpt msuk local uni for medic adalah choice laen. 1 of them at msu lah. since i'm from kolej mara so blhla dpt mara untuk degree. dh private uni ,mstilaa kna bayar puluhan2 ribu kn. tu just for 3 years. if xdpt nk bayar guna apa la kn.. gudnews is mara just kna byar max 50% je. no interest. n akn ada discount lg mngikut final pointer. kira ok la kn. sapa2 yg result boombastic ofcoz la di convertkn jd scholarship.

haaahh cmtulaah cita dia. ayat pn dh mcm xbape btol dh. hhihi. 

n once again. BUKAN PILIHAN TAPI SURATAN sy belajar kt cni. nk mengejar cita2. insyaAllah akan ada rezeki untuk org yg menimba ilmu.. kn. as people always said blajar private mst ank org kaya kn n ad lg truk tu ckp 'alah blajar private bkn pandai pn. ada duet suma blh'. btul. still ada lg org cmni. mcm katak di bawah tempurung knnn.. bkn suma yg msuk private uni ni kaya or xpndai or apa2 lah tau. for those yg think mcm tu get rid of it. it just another chances to achieve our ambition. most of my classmates pn having same situation. things happened for a reasons .

it is not about where u study but what knowledge u gain. =)  even now, ramai org yg xada degree lg success dr org yg msuk university. 

HAPPY SUNDAY !