welcome home !

bye2 shah alam.
huhuhu.
sedih meninggalkan n ditinggalkan kawan2.
keep in touch yaa..

but..
really miss home. 2 hari lg pn dah xblh tggu dah.
so semalam decide no matter what nk blk jg harini.
nnt handbook for practical tu my friend tlg pos kn. hehe tq kak solehah.

n finally i'm home. yeayyyy !
alhamdullillah selamat sampai.
as always, my way home with pancaran matahari.
'menyinari perjalanan anda' cewahhhh promote nii.
best+cozy+adaaa astro. hehe siap layaann cita bicara hati lg td.
pastu tdooo je smpai la dh nk smpai bru bgn.

                                                                                           
                                                                   
















p/s : td masa kt bus station seksyen 17, zaty terjumpa irine nadia marcello with her tunang. comel kecik je irine tu. n tunang dia muka mcm EA. btulll ! xtipu. they are on their way to be husband n wife. muda sgt lg..

she's not that strong

she hurts and she cries, but u can't see the tears in her eyes ='(  because she just smile =)

di pagi hri air mata ni tumpah jg. huhuhu

pastinya bersebab.

makin hr makin terasa.

dia jg mungkin punya sebab.

sgt sensitif hati ini bila melibatkan dia.

mungkin ini dugaan dan cubaan untuk saya dan dia. 

lately ni hari2 menangis. but no one knows. malulah menangis depan org..menangis sorg2 smpai puas. after that i'll feel better. n sibukkan diri buat kerja. if x kerja pikir psal dia dia dan dia lg. nk ckp pn xtau sbb apa yg xkena. but it feel different. sebab my msg kt fb dia yg dia xreply pn air mata ni blh turun. apatah lg sbb laen. sbb xnak gaduh2 just keep it alone. n i know he too. no time to $%#%#&!@&

a long time love. need a new formula for a refreshment. if i'm trying n he doesn't do anything,no point. sia2 jg.
both need to make a move.

I NEED, I WANT AND I MUST BE STRONG !

less is more

the less is the more.

jom join the campaign girls !

bermakeup tebal n over tu xsemestinya cantik.

simple = natural beauty = more beautiful.

just be confident.

it will show our beauty to the max.

(jgn terover confident pulak ye. hehe)

lets support this campaign.

my ea awal2 lg dh pesan, no bulat2 merah kt pipi tu. hehe

being simple is the best way.

graduan bms =)

HARI2 TERAKHIR.

yg teramat buzy.

anis husna- sis jannatul adnin- me - awanis ( camerawomen)

will miss them.

enjoy to the max. before berpisah.

GUDLUCK FRIENDS !

add on pics..hehe

create a moment to be remembered.

with awanis yg senget. weee jgn marah.

bella n john

selamat malam minggu. =)

waaa boringnyaaa xtau apa nk buat.

suddenly tringat kt bella n john. hhehe

nama omputeh tuuu. demand.

lama xjumpa. xtau la apa jd skrg ni.

bella n john comel !

gerammm tgk. suka tgk dia lari maen wheeler.

plg best tgk time dia sejuk dia akan gosok2 tgn dia. likeeee.

here the pictures of them.

hy! i'm john.  

this is our superb house. cozy n clean.

hy! i'm bella. john wife. hehhe

time for exercise.

where's bella? i'm looking for her..

bella a little bit tembam n gebu. mkn bnyak n mlas exercise la tu.

both bella n john dating. cpt2 kasi baby tau. ngee

comel kn.

bila boring / tension tgk gelagat both ni msti ok.

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today my housemates n i had attended a 'makan-makan' at our owner's house. p14 putrajaya. thanx for invited, celebrated, n welcoming us. both kak salina n en.fuad baekk sgt. with their small kids. 3girls n the new born baby boy were soo cute. we, tenant for 2 years here not having such a big problem with them. really nice n understanding. see u again bro n sis n little kids.

then we shoot to the HOT BALLOON FIESTA  at presint 2. but unfortunately day is too hot n road fully jammed. so we just decide n turn back home. n SLEEP..

john carter awesome !

hy girls!

happy saturday. 

i made my day today. yeah.

hangout with my little sister. aka my housemate. maisarah.

just two of us.
shopping + waching movie at sunway pyramid.
shopping sampai sengkek. haha. smpatlah grab jeans. kasut. n baju of coz. esok cont kt pasar pagi pulak. haha melampau kn.

then tgk movie. cita JOHN CARTER. bestttt. tgk movie maisarah blanja. hehehe. dhla tgk kt club hall. mmg super duper bestlah. puas! seat dia gedabak besar. space kaki yg extra luas. n conclusionnya mmg blhlah kalau nk baring ke melunjur ke ape ke. nk je tido tau. seb baik cita best. xdala ngantuk sgt. my first time. jakun semacam je.haha. btull. pastu siap ada layanan waiter lg. order je nk mkn ape nnt smpaila pesanan korg. after this nk try IMAX hall n BEANIPLEX pulak. hehe. ada duet ke?? haha

ok. back to the story. about johncarter yg terdmpar kt marikh aka bassoom (bumi=jassoom) after terpegang mandelion. makhluk kt sana pelik, 2kaki 4tgn.muka sepesen je. haha pastu dia terjumpalah puteri raja bassoom. n blaaaa blaaaa blaaaa... kna la tgk sniri kn...

sesapa yg ada time pg la tgk this story. dijamin xrugi. if via 3D lg best!

daa. enjoy the pictures.

shopping.

at the lounge b4 entrance club hall. exclusive kan. hehe

fitting on clothes.

nikah khitbah

assalamualaikum.

i'm finished my first degree tp bkn nk kawen lg tau.hehe
entry ni just nk share je.
td petang mkn2 dgn my housemate n kebetulan ada al-kuliyyah. topic mcm best n mmbuatkan suma duduk je dpan tv.
topic 'NIKAH GANTUNG' or nikah khitbah.
mmg semangat suma dgr. as this topic for remaja khususnya.

apa maksud 'nikah gantung' tu?
pernikahan dimana pengantin lelaki dan perempuan tidak tinggal bersama selama tempoh yang ditetapkan dan dipersetujui. sehingga majlis walimatul urus diadakan. nafkah untuk perempuan @si isteri juga masih ditanggung oleh ayahnya dengan syarat mereka masih belum tamkin (tiggal bersama2) .
jika mereka sudah tamkin (tinggal bersama2 serumah) maka tggungjawab dan nafkah sudah beralih kepada si suami.

so nikah gantung ni sebagai alternatif kepada remaja. yang ingin dan berkeinginan untuk kawen tp masih x berkemampuan. dengan cara ini dpat menghalalkan mereka untuk keluar bersama2 dan x dibebani dosa lg. selalunya student lah kan. dekat msia ni in every 17minutes seorang bayi luar nikah dilahirkan. so untuk elakkan suma tu nilah alternatifnya. dh termengandung pn dh kawen kn.

tp pertimbanglah sebelum make a decision kn. if family tu ok and proceedlah kn. but for me selagi x bersedia nk ada tggungjawab macamana kn.. mmg suma org tringin nk kawen. tgk org kawen je hti berbunga2.hihi pastu pikir bilalah nk mcmtu. yeah. suma depends on diri masing2 untuk buat pilihan.
ustaz yg dijemput dlm alkuliyyah td ada ckp, as a parents they want to see their childRen success in life n sebagai ank kenalah mmbalas jasa mereka. walaupun mereka xminta suma tu kan. at least bg mereka rasa duit gaji pertama kita. tp xsemestinya dh kawen xblh bagi kn.

dsbbkan bajet untuk kawen sgtlahh highly demand skrg ni. rmaila lelaki yg tkut nk go for it. yg perempuan sedap je mintak mahal2. kn. hihi tp kdg2 si yg nk kawen tu xkisah pn yg pnting dpt kawen dgn yg tersayang tp yg pihak2 family ni lah nk letak banyak2.. oppps.. haha pndai je ckp kn. tgk2 nnt i pn mcmtu..haha. no komen. ea! bersiap sedia dr skrg ye.

 ni minimum bajet je tau. boleh mencapai ke 30-40 k tau.
botaklah kepala mereka2 sekalian.haha

TEPUK DADA TANYALAH SELERA  ;)

the making of...

morning! huhu.

the making of whatt??

haha making of thesissss ;(

sy sedang bersengkang mata siapkan key in data. tp baru half je ni..

sgt222 leceh la benda alah ni. 

skt2 belakang dh haaa.

ada around 100 questionnaires lg yg xterusikkkk..huhuhuhuh

camana nih.. nk je tanda sndiri kn..haha settle masalah.

tp need to be 'telus +amanah' kn.hihi

nnt dpt result rasa xbest pulak kn sbb menipu. kn.kn.

dh la xberapa nk pndai ehhh mmg xpandai pn nk mggunakan sofware spss ni. maenn redah je la.

penatttt.

tp naseb baeklah tersedar nk buat.drpd tggu btimbun2 keja ni nnt. buatla mana je yg ada ni dulu.

blom masuk part analysis of result-discusssion-n bagai2 lg lahh.

td sempat pg jumpa my supervisor.huhu dia dh advance dh tnya 'do u calculate ur P value?' i no respond. hhhaaaaa?? what is that?? hellpp! collection of data is half way to go sir. still not finish yet. i do work with that. but hard to find respondent. huhu . then dgn seikhlas ht i tnya 'what is actually Pvalue dr. '? he's loughing at me then. haha. terukk kn. pastu dia pn bla blaa blaaa blaaa explain psal p value n how to calculate it. dengar je la tmpa paham apa2..ngeeeeeee. 

nyte! need to sleep. n before that see this..

haaaa, masih blom terlambat ni. gudluck! haha

xpn nnt mesti rmai je yg induced sbb nk deliver on the date.

done with first D

alhamdullilah. i'm finish my last paper today! 

feel bless to Him. brings me until this point. 

no enough words to expresed my feelings right now. <____>

after all goods and bads i've go through all the years 

it now has come to the end. how fast time flies. ;(

pejam celik pejam celik dah 3years. will miss out all the moment together with anyone here.

as i'm going back to-----> kedah for my intern.

no more huuhaaa hoooohaaa with friends..kn.hihi

stay at home just another story =) no more klua mlm2. 

but i am still pending here. cannot go home for cuti2 lg. still have a lots of thing to be settled here. 

my thesis yg off half way. huhu. need to on it back.

need to take clearance of account statement. if not can't go for intern. but surely fullhouse.huh.

n lastly, not to be forget. register for intern. n need to wait until receive letter from hsah. 

ni the most yg plg wajib. going to PASAR PAGI. haha..abeskan duet n grab as much as i want.

then.........lallaallala balik kampung...ooooo..balik kampung..

terasa nk enjoyyy + shopping + movie marathon je puas2.

before facing 'alam kerja' . huhu takutttt. first time ever.

after all hard works there will be a bright day for us. 

keep Trust in Him.

His the Most All-knowing.

i also wanna to apologize everyone for all my wrong doings. 

my clasmate.my housemate.n who ever knowing me.

i am sorry for everything.

n the most appreciations to all my lecturers. they were superb. (except of one-two of them)

thanx a lot for teaching us patiently. sometimes we are horrible terrible too..

I WILL MISS ALL THE MOMENTS WE CREATE. HOPEFULLY THEY TOO.

KEEP IN TOUCH FRIENDS !

p/s :  next---> 2nd degree. 3rd phase MBBS. another 3years to go.

ubat hati

HATI MENCERMINKAN PERIBADI SESEORANG ITU.

Benarlah apa yang diucapkan oleh Rasullullah S.A.W : "sesungguhnya di dalam diri manusia itu ada seketul daging, jika baik daging itu, maka baiklah seluruh diri manusia itu. jika buruk daging itu, maka buruklah seluruh manusia itu. ketahuilah, bahawa ianya adalah hati."

ubat untuk merawat hati.

hati kita bagaimana? hati saya juga bagaimana? 

semoga kita dapat memperbaiki sesuatu dalam diri hari demi hari.

saya jg masih belajar untuk memperbaiki dan menyucikan hati dari dosa2 lalu. 

yang sedar mahupun yang diluar sedar.

sama2 saling ingat mengingatkan.

pictures taken from pakcik google. tq! =)

400km love

distance is nothing to be afraid of.

its just a part of love.

be positive.

n 

jangan nakal2. 

hehehe

hopefully there is a way for us to be together till jannah.

amin.

footnotes: gooodluck to me! for my last paper ever tomorrow. 

sempat lg mghupdate blog pulak kn.
just because of missing you ea !

my journey

morning ! its almost 5am n i still can't sleep.huhu

study mood blom dtg lg..

nk jg conteng2 kt cni..

yeahh..story about my long journey untill now. n i'm almost done here. camana blh tercampak kt cni eh..mstilahh longgg longg story kn. bukan pilihan tp suratan. cewahhhh.. sudah tertulis rezeki sy belajar kt cni as the medical students of Management and Science University (MSU). a private university. yg org2 kebanyakan mcm sy akan pilih for the last choice. hihi. org2 kaya mmg their first choice to be here la kn. opps..hihi

before tercampak kt cni, i'm doing my pre-u program or matriculation dkt kolej mara kuala nerang for 1 year. kmkn batch 2008/2009. waaa rindunyaa kt sna. (to be the next entry) ihihi. so as suma tau kn matrik program tersgtlah tough. sgt cepat kna study. sbb 2 sem je kn. mmg le xblh maen2 lg dh. class 8am till 4pm. mcm org keja pejabat. in 1day akan blajar kimia bio n maths. so akn ada tutorial yg kna siapkn hri2. dasyatttkn. 

mula2 rasa sgt xdpt adapt. yela time sekolah, nk spm bru cover suma blk. xdanya hri2 nk belajar. kt matric laeennn. pastu mula lah mnyesal xpg interview maktab. dpt chances tp xpg. tp xminat to be cikgu jg pn.huhu sgtlah 'pandai' decide kn. then, abes je sem 1 matric trus apply diploma uitm. dptlah pulakk. dip accountacy kt uitm arau. hihi sbb tkut result truk. sbb none of my kezen yg abeskan matric. suma setengah jln je. so rmailah yg provoke kn. suh pg dip. but result kluar then ok so truskan  jelah dr buang masa 1sem kn. i'm the one yg berjaya abeskan matric. wahhh.. hehe

kt matrix blh je if nk dptkan pointer biasa2 then trus msuk degree. rmai je mcm tu. tp dh set mmg nk kna pushkn diri sniri ni yg nk jd doctor jg.. so knala buat.. sbb nk apply medic at local uni syarat dia must 3.5 above kn. lepaslah jg. but then yg nk terpilih tu mestilah yg perfect 4 je. dh tau dh kurang kebijaksanaan kt citu. mmg xdpt pn. dptlah tawaran upu tu tp jauhh kt sabahhh..kt UMS. course yg i'm not interested pulak tu. huhu. mmg xpg lah kn.

pastu mulalah tercari2 tmpat nk continue medic jg. then dh decide nk pg egypt. rmai student msia continue medic kt sna kn. my matrik frens yg senasib pn rmai continue kt sna. me 1 of them too..but last minute abah ckap 'kakak belajaq kt cni je la. huhu. susah jauh2 nnt'. ok, sbb tau mmg xmmpu nk jauh2 dgn family pn. alamatnyaa nnt lariii blk laa..

pastu ada tringat ms last2 sem kt matrik MSU ada bt program kt kmkn. they choose student yg pointer above 3.5 and give talk. pda sesapa yg xdpt msuk local uni for medic adalah choice laen. 1 of them at msu lah. since i'm from kolej mara so blhla dpt mara untuk degree. dh private uni ,mstilaa kna bayar puluhan2 ribu kn. tu just for 3 years. if xdpt nk bayar guna apa la kn.. gudnews is mara just kna byar max 50% je. no interest. n akn ada discount lg mngikut final pointer. kira ok la kn. sapa2 yg result boombastic ofcoz la di convertkn jd scholarship.

haaahh cmtulaah cita dia. ayat pn dh mcm xbape btol dh. hhihi. 

n once again. BUKAN PILIHAN TAPI SURATAN sy belajar kt cni. nk mengejar cita2. insyaAllah akan ada rezeki untuk org yg menimba ilmu.. kn. as people always said blajar private mst ank org kaya kn n ad lg truk tu ckp 'alah blajar private bkn pandai pn. ada duet suma blh'. btul. still ada lg org cmni. mcm katak di bawah tempurung knnn.. bkn suma yg msuk private uni ni kaya or xpndai or apa2 lah tau. for those yg think mcm tu get rid of it. it just another chances to achieve our ambition. most of my classmates pn having same situation. things happened for a reasons .

it is not about where u study but what knowledge u gain. =)  even now, ramai org yg xada degree lg success dr org yg msuk university. 

HAPPY SUNDAY !

gather2 at bukit cerakah =)

evening !
my family is here =) with smileeeee..
thanx datang tengooook kakak. lma dh xblk umah.hhuuhu
kebetulan dh cuti sekolah kn blhla jln2 abeskan masa.kn.
tp me ada 2 paper lg to go =(

pg td sempat lg haa pg berexcercise at Bukit Cerakah. also known as Taman Pertanian Malaysia.
BESTTTT!!!
with my aunty's family too..
niat sebenar nk pg cycling.hhu tp basikal dh abes..xsmpai le hajat.
then kitorang pn rmai2 le jln2..tp kaum2 ibu awal2 lg dh naek shuttle bus. hihi
tp kitorang pn half way je jalan pastu tahan bus jg. haha. jauh ok! penat!
my abah sorg je keep jogging all da way. hebatlah!

here some pic of us!

 abah with anak kesayangan. plus eton gemok. haha

abah berposing dgn kereta barunya. haha

 in the spring house! sgt sejuk ok.

 our team =)

 adik. mama. abah. kakak.

ibu2 dan anak2. hihi

 me with org salji.

jalan2 dalam hutan.

the girls !

me with bibi husna zulaikha.

me again =) 

ada je budak kecik ni dimana2. 

 keja amik gmbau je haaa.

before the entrace. ngap2 dulu. hihi

anak dara jalan2 makan mamee b4 tahan bas shuttle. hehe 

animal planet. 

at jambatan gantung.

p/s : bsok suma nk g melaka! xaci. tggulaa kakak abes exam. plzzz
nk ikottt jg.



happy saturday everyone !

got call from bangalore =0 hihi

hah?

yup. 

xmimpi ok.

got call from my super hensem beloved mentor.

he's now at bangelore, india.

called around 6pm td.

ingatkn sapelah kol kn. no pnjang2 pulak.

sbb apa dia kol eh? guess??

hihihihi
over-excited pulak kn.

he's asking me if i'm interested nk join international study trip to sri lanka on 16 till 21 march.

co-trip with student medic kt ims/msu sana.

just byar rm600 for 2-way ticket. murah kn.

yg laen provided.

huhu. unfortunately xdpt join. 

sbb bnyak sgt222 perkara yg patut n mesti didahulukan skrg ni rightly after exam.

no cuti2 again.

aisssshhhh.

nk kna siapkn ni bfore going back kedah !

1) my questionnaire survey for thesis xabis collect lg. huhu

2) ada first aid course.

3) kna attend spss program.

4) internship pre-briefing.

5) kna kemas all barang2 kt umah ni lg.

wish me luck! nk kna ngadap suma ni.
instead dpt pegi bcuti mesti best kn..huuhuhu

stresss!!!

i couldn't resist it anymore

hy! dh lama tgk2 benda alah ni. tp now feel like i must grab it one. 

gerammm. sgt comeell !

it comes in different basic colors.

with cartoons pn ada. tp xtra price ye.

it use instant film n nnt blh trus simpan kn.

instead digital cameras now all just save in laptop. 

no sentimental value kn.

like mcm dulu2 guna kodak. now, kodak pn dh muflis. hhihi

this micky mouse shape is the close up lens & self mirrow.

senang la kn nk amik self-pic.

sgt comelll !

then, blh keep in this folder. n bring it along.

best kn.

just in 1 click nk purchase on9 ni. tp nnt ujung bulan kebuluran pulak..

camana ni..

anyone volenteer nk sponsor ? 

hihi =)